In the back seat of the school bus, she saw an older classmate in the front seat play a homemade sex video between her and a big black man on her cell phone for her friends. This man, who, coincidentally, was her condominium neighbor. This was her first contact with sexual content. This became ingrained in her mind. As every time her relatives called the man to unclog a sink or fix a shower, she remembered of that video. And since then, her desire not only for black men, but for that man, has only increased. She loved her white boyfriends, but they weren't strong enough to make her forget about him. She can no longer contain her hidden desires. She wants to be his toy.